Tuesday, February 23, 2010

on missing people

NO. not missing as in gone. hahah missing people.
actually, the reason why i blogged yesterday was because of this. i got carried away and forgot to blog about this. :)
missing people


ewan ko, but me, when i miss people, it's a painful excursion (!!!), i distract myself just so i won't feel it. because when i remember the memories i have with them, it's either: it's never going to happen again because it's different now and things have changed, or it's never going to happen because that was a unique memory. the latter is a happy-miss-kind-of thing. it's better to be in that state than the more painful which is the former: you'll just have to accept it as it is, be left with just reminiscing these memories, and wallow in misery because of the "things that have changed".

and everywhere you go, you see memories, and reality will hit you right after, reminding you that it will never happen again. you'll be forced into thinking about what went wrong, or what happened, why things have changed. and once again, reality will slap you in the face and say that it's over and you can't change anything.

then there's this stage where you'll start missing a lot of people.

wala lang. i just miss a lot of people. :)



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