Friday, December 4, 2009

hormonal imbalance

i couldn't think of any title, and this was a random top of the head title. because lately, according to my mother, i've been undergoing transition anxieties. or whatever you call that. i don't know, i don't even feel like i'm 20. the other day, i was at the infirmary (which i shall explain later why i ended up there) and they asked me how old i was, i said "19.. ay omg. 20 na pala ako.." then i remembered that i was filling up a form the other day and i put 19 as my age. i seriously feel like i'm still 19. haha.

what's up with the transition anxieties thing? it's really weird, but i've been having nights where i can't sleep just because my sleeping position isn't THE RIGHT ONE. do you feel that way? na parang there's this PERFECT SLEEPING POSITION every night, and it's a struggle to find it. lately, i've been having trouble getting sleep just because i'm not getting the perfect sleeping position. arg. and it's not just that that's keeping me from getting good sleep. lately, i've been feeling nauseous in whatever position i sleep in. lying flat facing up, on my sides, flat on the bed, or even sitting up. ewan. my friend ate vir thinks i'm pregnant.

and sorry, i know it's bad, but i've been cutting classes. A LOT. my very first 2 cuts were for DIRECTING CLASS. imagine that. 1. because i'm an insecure little prick and 2. because i'm scared. 3. i'm frustrated. and then the following cuts were for theology just because i thought coming to class wouldn't make any difference. having just theo class every MWF makes you prone to being tamad forever. exag. i promise not to cut anymore. huhu. (pinilit kong magka crush sa theo, para may motivation akong pumasok. HAHA. meron, his name is joel. pero di talaga ako seryoso dun. hehe)

SO WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO!!!!!
after my birthday, i was at UST for hillary clinton. and i accidentally met mo twister. HAHA. ANG BOBO KASI NG WHOLE PANGYAYARI.
security at the forum was a bitch, and they didn't want my camera inside the premises. so i had to go back to the bus to leave it behind. i rushed back to the auditorium, to the very front row seats because that's where the ateneans were. tapos danica said "timee oh!!" and she was pointing at someone. i assumed that THAT someone was an atenean i knew, we knew. so i immediately said a perky "HEY!!!!" without looking. when i did, it was MO TWISTER. i slowly put my hand down, with no face to show. HAHA.

we had an ENTA PHOTOSHOOT by kevin tatco (click here to check out his portfolio. magaling siya. promise. he covered mar&korina's wedding!) and the GA after. it was fuun!
ENTABLADO EXECUTIVE BOARD 09-10 (L-R) Sang Mee, Tal, Ekha, Omar, Danica, Sir Jet, Timee & Jeds

i was with Cas, Z, (not in photo)Bianca & Danica. :)
during that weekend, we went to NCCA(Natural Cultural Center for the Arts?) in Intramuros to attend this forum on papers made by some known people about the arts, theater and whatnot. HAHA. i thought it was going to be a workshop so i thought it would be super interesting. but. FAIL. i fell asleep.

after my birthday was lei's birthday! we had dinner at chili's in greenhills, super yummy dinner! tapos gar and i hung out muna sa eastwood. wala nagsabawan lang kami. then went to AJMA's shindig party. went home early kasi we were tired na. haha. wala pa akong pictures, hope lei uploads soon! :)

also, i got zooper sick last week. i had fever so i skipped rehearsals, and that's also why i had to cut directing and theo. haha. hai nako. my body is SO WEIRD!!! haha

Last week was also Tahanan's photoshoot. please watch SA TAHANAN NG AKING AMA on January2010. :) It's ENTABLADO's 2nd semester production, and we're turning over a new leaf for this prod. it's a straight play this time, different from the comedies we usually do. :) I'm part of the documentation and publications committee, so i've been around the photoshoots lately. :) HAHA. aside from having my photos taken, i've been playing around with the camera, and in fairness. in fairness to me. :)
i took these photos of josh(i hate you) and say during the photoshoot. haha.
uhm, i don't really know. haha. i was just fooling around. i was sick during that time. that's how i usually am when i'm sick and i'm not in bed. a bit hyper. hahaha. very hyper, that i got myself burnt by a curling iron. why you ask? because JOSHUA LAGANDAON burnt me. yes. he was holding the thing near my arm, and the thing hit me, i shrieked a little. haha. when i looked at it, it was just pink. so i assumed that it would just go away after a few minutes. when i looked at it again because it started to hurt, it was SUPER RED. so i went to the infirmary, found that all the doctors were just making tambay, so they all looked at my burnt skin. VIP daw ako coz all 4 doctors took a look at it. haha.
it was really bad. until now it's mahapdi. kanina nga i accidentally scratched it kaya dumugo siya. sorry. too much info ba? haha. natatawa lang ako. that i can get into these accidents. nadadapa sa dance floor. napapaso. diba bata lang dapat nagkakaganon? HAHAHA.

Tahanan rehearsals are also ongoing. :) i'm just standing by. watching rehearsals. eating pandesal, playing fishville or cafe world. standing in sometimes. hahah it's all fun! :)

it was also my ate vir's birthday! :) we surprised her with paolo's fondant zebra/toilet cake!
it's masarap, infairness!!! :) we all gave her zebra items for her birthday! :) i gave her that zebra stationery we found at scribe the other day. :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE VIR!! :) WE LOVE YOU! :)

oh oh! and the other day, ate vir, kate and i went planner hunting in High Street. i was supposed to buy the Audrey Hepburn Teneues planner, but i didn't like the layout of the planner itself. so i suspended buying my planner, until we went to eastwood at this store called SCRIBE. :) they have cool stationery stuff like journals, diaries, planners, pens, pads, and scrapbook items. :) their scribe planner looks like a moleskine, but i think what i got was soooo much better. :)
it's a suuuper simple planner(no kabaklaan like Belle du Jour or special pages like the Starbucks planners), but the cover is super pretty. this metallic pink planner is just P345!!! that's super okay na noh compared to other planners na P700++ they have it in red, black and other colors as well. :) the downside of this planner (DOWNSIDE?) is that it starts on dec28 pa. i've been so excited to write on it na, so i just started writing down the birthdays of people while di pa pwede. haha :)


SO! :)
as i end the blog, dahil lumalamig na ang panahon. dahil malapit na ang Christmas. and malapit na ang Christmas VACATION, i leave you with this.
kthnxbye.

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