i'm on drugs.

emotional drugs. this is weird. i know i'm the happy-whatever-goes person, but i'm so afraid that all of this is gonna turn around pretty soon. i'm trying not to think about that, because i'm going to enjoy being on a high. :)

meanwhile, whilst enjoying this blissful frenzy, i had almost forgotten that i have a million things piled up on my to-do list.

here's my schedule next week:
saturday:
nstp in the morning (rehearsals)
artistic meeting for newbie production
the overnight acting workshop
sunday:
overnight acting workshop
monday:
italian long test
pass draft of thesis chapter 1
tuesday:
abnormal psych long test
wednesday:
yearbook photoshoot. GAAHHHD.

can i explain what i have been doing for the past week.
i couldn't get over the fact that after my last class, i didn't have anything to do. i wasn't used to go home at around 430 and not doing anything until 10. because that was how it used to be during henerala. everything started from 430 and ended till around 11. but now that it's over, i have so much time on my hands, i don't know what to do with it. to add to that, for some strange reason, it has been raining freecuts this week. usually my TTH classes are the worst days of my life because my only break for the day is from 1030-12. but this week, my theo teacher is somewhere and our thesis adviser is in melbourne. today, my italian teacher isn't around, so he gave us a freecut.

so.
monday, i practically sat and stared, wondered what to do. so i just jogged.
tuesday, drank with ate vir, lei and pao.
wednesday, shakeys with enta and drowned my hulabaloo in the arcade,
thursday, watched ice age 3 with ate vir, lei, kate and pao.

this is like jetlag. not knowing how to adjust to time, trying to adjust to going home at 430 and try to do other things than bum around. i have to get back to studying, and doing thesis and etc.

yesterday, we were in eastwood and found ourselves listening and watching to kris lawrence on stage. loved the song "i'll make love to you..." hehehe. he asked the crowd, "is anyone here in love??"


more than anyone else in the crowd, i knew i was. :)