hormonal imbalance.

i don't know why this has to happen now, but i'm feeling a mixture of emotions right now. if i were an emoticon, i'd be like this.



1. i feel so crappy today. i cannot understand how i arrived in this state. basta i feel so crappy. thank you for mr. kabab with lei and gar though. that made my day.

2. immersion tomorrow, and there's just soooo much stuff that has to be done for next week:
- ENTA: fix PMS. (get notes from the minutes of the meeting. make kulit tal about attendance of the members)
- ENTA: rehearsals. drop scripts soon. CRUUNCH TIME. i'm stressed already. they didn't have rehearsals today. :(( :((
- ENTA: Magis Sesquicentennial thing! :)
- PHILO: that 300 page reading. 'nuf said.
- ITALIAN: i've been cutting, and i heard that there's a poem involved. how do i contact people, i don't even know anyone, except for martin, in class. arggh.
- EDUCPSY: Learning Styles Case Study. I have to interview someone and create a profile on his/her learning styles. to be submitted on aug3 thursday.
- ABNORMAL PSY: bonus credits. watch a movie to be uploaded over the weekend. and then make a paper on it. arg.
- HISTORY: graded recitation on japanese time (WHEN WILL THIS END?!?!), paper on re-living history, and Quirino/Roxas report. AM I MAJOR IN HISTORY?????? ARGH ANNOYING.

BUT CAN I DO ALL THESE?!?!?!? NO. BECAUSE I'M OUT FOR THE WEEKEND FOR MY IMMERSION.

3. i am tired of thinking. of overthinking. of trying to figure out things. i'm tiiired. yes, i need this weekend, BUT I NEED THE IMMERSION MORE. I AM FRIGGIN TIRED. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING. I NEED TO GET AWAY. PLEASE TAKE ME AWAY!!!! PLEASE. ARRRGH.



i will try, as much as possible, to be thankful for today too:

1. for the EB meeting. sabawan man ito, it still made me laugh. :) thank you.
2. for immersion tomorrow. yes please, take me away.
3. for friends. gar and lei thank you for mr. kabab, jellybeans, chupachups and etc. :)
4. i'm gonna quit second-hand smoking guyzz!!! *EHEM* GUYZ.
5. thank you mommy and daddy. :)



I FEEL SO CRAPPY. CRAPPY CRAPPY CRAPPY. AAAAARRGGGHHHH.
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
goodnight.


*update at 11:24 p.m.
thank you for burger machine and for true friends. :) i feel better now. thank you. :)