trying to sort my life out.

this was one hell of a weekend. i swear to God. this may be the weekend of all weekends. argh. ARGH.

- no speed limit was stressful, but the feeling after the whole thing was just priceless. thanks to everyone. :) but still. the rain. the venue. everything. was just. blah. super stress.
- nstp. well, not much of a stress, i just had to wake up early even if i was super tired. since it was our last insertion already, felo and i left the students and explored olandes, marikina. bought lots of sweet corn junk food and choko2x. oh dear. that was my last insertion as an nstp head. that's it.
- directing workshop. running back and forth. running around school. waiting for matinong OR, photocopying, wooh. i had fun though. learned a lot from the directing workshop. thank you sir jet. :)
- mcdo. super hungry. argh. hate fastfood.
- didn't find a trike around katip, decided to stop by national bookstore.. didn't know what to buy so picked up some carebears merchandise. lol. call me weird, but i like going around natio. you find so many stuff around, it's amusing actually. it calmed me a bit.
- walked home. actually, stopped by cervini recroom to talk to kuya kalil about the directing workshop. bad news, good news. oh dear. i had to take it all in anyway. so yeah.
- found my room super messy, didn't do anything about it.
- remembered i had to let people answer our test for psychtesting.
- IO report. have to do it before 10pm tomorrow.
- snapped in the middle of a conversation. didn't take it anymore. got super emotional and super. argh. blah. aaarrrggghhh.
- i'm gonna see someone soon.
- took crayons and the carebears coloring book i just bought, and half-finished a page.
- watched mean girls with cha.


tomorrow, discernment for enta eb. oh and cha and i are going to eat lemon chicken. i cannot wait. i can just cry. comfort food much. much much much needed. God.


i'm just dizzy. with everything that's happening. i blame it all to the rain. the hell of a weekend. the lack of prod-stuff/play related stuff, not being able to do my normal weekend schedule,

OH AND I FRIGGIN MISSED MY INDUSTRIAL/ORGANIZATIONAL PSYCH FIELDTRIP AT PHILIPPINE AIRLINES. i couldn't take looking at deni's album. argh.


they sled down that. inflatable thingy when airplanes land on water. ARGH. that's ika and someone sliding down. AAARRRGGGHHH. this once in a lifetime experience. i missed it. and i don't know if maam's gonna give me extra work to make up for it. i don't even know if i could cut the fieldtrip. i just did, i just had to.





i'd rather collapse now. kthnxbye.