2 WEEKS NOTICE.

so last night i was at my tita's house to talk about mimi's debut. :) i like the invitation! :) her debut is very traditional, with cotillion and an escort, etc. And of course, FOOD WAS YUMMY. :) :) i ate lots and lots and lots again. HAHA. anyway, so after dinner we went to celebrity sports to check out the venue, imagined how the debut would look like and finalized plans and stuff. And then tita bebet's assistant brought out a dress for me to wear for mimi's debut.

look oh. IT'S SO PRETTY. the photo does not give justice to how pretty the dress is, so forgive the poor quality of my cellphone. :(( but it's really pretty. and i agree with everyone who saw me fit the dress that night, that it looked good on me!! THE PROBLEM IS. the dress cannot be closed by one inch. just one inch. so i asked my tita's assistant if she could maybe adjust the dress just by one inch. AND THEN MY TITA SAID : "indi ah, paniwang ka nalang. kaya na!" (hindi na, magpapayat ka nalang. kaya yan!)

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The debut is on JUNE 27, 2009. WHAT DATE IS IT TODAY??? YES. barely TWO WEEKS TO GET THERE. TO GET IN THAT DRESS. NEVER IN MY LIFE DID I EVER MAKE AN OUTFIT A MOTIVATION TO LOSE WEIGHT. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER BE THAT ANOREXIC OR DESPERATE.

BUT NO.

my tita's assistant was just laughing as she helped me get out of the dress. so why am i allowing myself to be motivated by a dress??? because it's a pretty dress, and it's something that i'll probably wear for my graduation because it's really pretty. and it's my favorite color. and it looks good on me. so, in two weeks, i WILL FIT IN THAT DRESS.

starting now:
- i'm not going to eat
- i'm going to drink lotsa water
- i'm gonna eat gum (apparently this works FOR ME ha. i get to fool my brain into thinking i'm really eating something and that what i'm chewing goes to my tummy. HAHA.)
- i'm going to jog everyday after rehearsals
- drown in fit 'n right (even though i feel it doesn't work 'much') and slimming tea
- and i'm going to moisturize my arms and chest more everyday because i'm starting to peel. (from the guimaras getaway)


2 friggin weeks.
can i die now. losing weight has never been this urgent.
pray for me. i hope i live. HAHAHA



on a lighter note, i saw myself looking like this on the mirror last night. i miss the shorter 'do. should i cut it short?

or keep it long?


oh, and i'm in the process of my first ever multiply purchase (as in bank deposits, and shipping shit) i never trust these multiply online shops, but this was just toooooo cute to ignore. check out the merchandise. HAHA

carebears usb. i just lost mine, so cheers to my new usb!!! i'm getting it on wednesday! :) check out more cool and cute flash disks at www.coolusb.multiply.com hihi