I DID IT. I DID IT. Brava.

So remember the dress i was trying to fit in two weeks ago? refer to this blog please. haha and yes, I myself thought it was impossible. BUT I DID IT. I didn't try on the dress until the very day itself. AND YES. IT FIT PERFECTLY. I didn't have to unbreathe all the air in me, i didn't have to inhale forever, nada. :) :) :) And it is possible!! WAHOO. :)

here's the proof that I actually wore the dress to mimi's debut!

congratulations to meeeee!!!!! Now i can eat! wahooo!!! But i shall try to keep this up for as long as i can. :) Thank you tita for the dress! :) And thank you mimi for the wonderful party! I hope you enjoyed too! :) WEEWOOWEEWOO!!

AYAYAYAYAYA!!

I just downloaded photoshop, finally thank God, and made these "posters" the evening after pambungad. :) wala akong magawa eh. :)

It was a great show. a good run for everyone. :) congratulations to all the directors: pao s., z, kLf, danica and dolly. :) and also to those who participated in making this project successful (ay? project ko ba toh?? hahah!)

just as every production ends, comes the time for post-prod blogs. Ayayayayaya! has been a very fulfilling play. i just wanted to see jeds do "bambambam bam baby!" and tal's "una. buksan mo ng bahagya ang papel na panaklob" scene. :) Words cannot contain my emotions, so i'm going to try to thank people for making this happen. :)

thank you sir Njel for lending us your play. I love your plays, and i believe that Ayayayayaya! and i met for a reason. Thank you. :) i hope i didn't disappoint you. :)

thank you omar for helping out jeds and tal during the two weeks na wala ako! good job. yes. lights designer na ito. hahahahaha!

thank you tal dahil lagi kang nababarok. "PROJUK" "SHAYDSH" bwahahahha. sabi ko nga sayo, ikaw talaga si dottie, kahit anong mangyari. :) thank you dahil hindi ka mahirap as a person (not poor na mahirap ha bwahah) and for bringing to life the vision i had in mind. masaya ang rehearsals dahil sa inyo. wooh. thank you.

thank you jeds dahil kahit ang dami nang nangyayari, hindi mo ito pinakawalan. you know what i'm talking about. :) i cannot imagine kung ano na ang itsura ng play na ito kung hindi ikaw si yaya. kung mayroon man akong tamang ginawa sa play ito, i believe it's getting you and tal for the roles. sure na sure akong naka jackpot ako don. :) sabi sayo eh. :) :) :) thank you jeds. dahil sa inyo ni tal and omar, di ako nawawalan ng pag-asa. :) wooh.

salamat sa lahat ng tao na nanood, sa lahat ng direktor na nagpanel nung pambungad, sa project heads, sa ENTABLADO for giving us this opportunity. salamat. :)

too bad, walang video. BOO. i would've watched it over and over again. :) oh well, the memory of ayaya will live on forever. and ever. :)

"babay, labyu, mwah mwah!!"

my super cool flash disk.

look what came in the mail the other day. :)

i've been looking forward to this all week. woooh!!! :) I NEVER want to trust these multiply sellers online, unless they're my friends or my friends know them. Even if i really really like the merchandise. And i'm too tamad to go try gCash or do bank deposits to send the payment. BUT I DID. (bank deposits are easy lang pala! when the lines aren't long. i spent less than 5 minutes in the bank!) Because this cutie captured my heart. just like you did. WEEEHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


my carebears flash disk is super super super adorable. :) :) my heart melted.

it's morbid though. hAHA.

when you use it, it looks like this. BWAHAHA. cutie. :)

i love my carebears flash disk!! :) wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeehhhhh. :)

*kinikilig*


on a heavier (meh ganon) note, my morning was. ugh. felt like i was flushed down the toilet. yes, gwapo ka, pero i hate you now palang. i'm going to name you (etoh na naman tayo sa codename) RENNAISSANCE. kasi nung nakita kita, naliwanagan ako. at nung nagtagal ang classroom orientation, naliwanagan ulit ako. i hate you now palang. now. cge, go test my patience, MAKIKITA MO. HMPH. GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2 WEEKS NOTICE.

so last night i was at my tita's house to talk about mimi's debut. :) i like the invitation! :) her debut is very traditional, with cotillion and an escort, etc. And of course, FOOD WAS YUMMY. :) :) i ate lots and lots and lots again. HAHA. anyway, so after dinner we went to celebrity sports to check out the venue, imagined how the debut would look like and finalized plans and stuff. And then tita bebet's assistant brought out a dress for me to wear for mimi's debut.

look oh. IT'S SO PRETTY. the photo does not give justice to how pretty the dress is, so forgive the poor quality of my cellphone. :(( but it's really pretty. and i agree with everyone who saw me fit the dress that night, that it looked good on me!! THE PROBLEM IS. the dress cannot be closed by one inch. just one inch. so i asked my tita's assistant if she could maybe adjust the dress just by one inch. AND THEN MY TITA SAID : "indi ah, paniwang ka nalang. kaya na!" (hindi na, magpapayat ka nalang. kaya yan!)

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The debut is on JUNE 27, 2009. WHAT DATE IS IT TODAY??? YES. barely TWO WEEKS TO GET THERE. TO GET IN THAT DRESS. NEVER IN MY LIFE DID I EVER MAKE AN OUTFIT A MOTIVATION TO LOSE WEIGHT. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER BE THAT ANOREXIC OR DESPERATE.

BUT NO.

my tita's assistant was just laughing as she helped me get out of the dress. so why am i allowing myself to be motivated by a dress??? because it's a pretty dress, and it's something that i'll probably wear for my graduation because it's really pretty. and it's my favorite color. and it looks good on me. so, in two weeks, i WILL FIT IN THAT DRESS.

starting now:
- i'm not going to eat
- i'm going to drink lotsa water
- i'm gonna eat gum (apparently this works FOR ME ha. i get to fool my brain into thinking i'm really eating something and that what i'm chewing goes to my tummy. HAHA.)
- i'm going to jog everyday after rehearsals
- drown in fit 'n right (even though i feel it doesn't work 'much') and slimming tea
- and i'm going to moisturize my arms and chest more everyday because i'm starting to peel. (from the guimaras getaway)


2 friggin weeks.
can i die now. losing weight has never been this urgent.
pray for me. i hope i live. HAHAHA



on a lighter note, i saw myself looking like this on the mirror last night. i miss the shorter 'do. should i cut it short?

or keep it long?


oh, and i'm in the process of my first ever multiply purchase (as in bank deposits, and shipping shit) i never trust these multiply online shops, but this was just toooooo cute to ignore. check out the merchandise. HAHA

carebears usb. i just lost mine, so cheers to my new usb!!! i'm getting it on wednesday! :) check out more cool and cute flash disks at www.coolusb.multiply.com hihi

inspiration-less

i need inspiration.

i always have a problem with writing. I like writing everything the last minute, yet those moments are spent wishing i had more time to think. After that busy Monday (old members' general assembly and sportsfest, both my projects), i remembered that I had other concerns to think of as well.

Remember last year when i was still in the process of creating my play entitled AKO, SIYA ? We were given trainings and workshops 'til we got the scripts right. I hope i did. I also directed my play so that i can have the freedom to edit anything as we go along. And fortunately, everything turned out alright. :) Thank you to Lemelen and Robert for bringing life to the play. To the story that i brewed in my brain.

This time around, ENTABLADO conducted a 2-day Advanced Directing Workshop to those who presented an output last year. And yes, this time too, we are presenting an output. :) And i chose Sir Njel De Mesa's (my hiphop teacher! haha!) play AYAYAYAYAYA!

ENTABLADO DIRECTORS' POOL
presents
PAMBUNGAD: Advanced Directing Workshop Output
June 20, 2009 9am-430pm
FINE ARTS THEATER, AdMU

Directed by Timee Gorecho
Asst. Director Omar Ching
Cristal Rodriguez as Dottie
Jedyne Tejada as Yaya
Photo by Ena Escanan
Poster by Stephen Penaranda

This is free admission and is open to all so please go and watch the other plays by the other directors as well. :) inform me if you wanna watch. :)

I'd just like to say that i love the AYAYA family. (family na tayo?) I wouldn't know what else to call it. :) I'm just happy that they didn't waste any time while I was away, and i'm just so proud of them. :) I'm confident that my play, my actors, and my prod team (go omar!) will do a good job. :) I'm not concerned with the grade anymore. :) Actually, now, I'm satisfied with how the play looks. :) HOORAY. thank you tal, jeds and omarion. :)


On the other hand, i'm also working on a new play for Writers' Block. I AM inspired, haha yes. But it's not the kind of inspiration I really need at this moment. I wrote AKO, SIYA the evening before the deadline. And now i have roughly 2-3 days before the deadline, i know i have time. I know i can write relaxed. But i can't. I don't have the inspiration i need to write. It has always been this way. Probably one of the reasons why the school papers during my term were always late was because i had problem with the deadlines. I couldn't write a simple 3-paragraph news article that was given a month earlier just in time for the deadline. I don't like deadlines. i don't like the word DEAD in deadlines. and lines are just so flat. bland. eh.

I didn't want this to happen, so i visited the Writers' Block moderator, Maam Christine Bellen. :) She writes children's books, and she wrote the musical play of the late Rene Villanueva's UNANG BABOY SA LANGIT. We staged it last January. :) I went to her to consult. And i'm so glad i did. Because an hour after that 30 minute consultation session with her, i was able to write 5 PAGES of the play i had in mind. I was laughing in my mind, excited that if my play would be staged, i would also want to direct it. It's a comedy about 5 kids in pre-school trying to escape from their pre-school teacher from hell. HAHAHA. Characters are based from the kids in my ojt. HIHIHIIH. :) I hope this turns out well. :) I'm so excited. :):):)

ciao!!

I'M GOING TO HAVE A GREAT SENIOR YEAR!!!

starting with my LAST first semester schedule. :) WOOOH!! i can't believe i'm already a senior. so here are the lucky teachers who'll have me as their student. HAHAHA

Subject Code		Section	Teacher	Schedule/Room
ED 134		A	NICDAO, RHODORA F.	T-TH 0900-1030/SS-282
FLC 1ITAL		A	YAP, JOSEPH MARTIN M.	M-W-F 1330-1430/BEL-312
HI 166		R	LACSON, KATHERINE G.	M-W-F 1030-1130/CTC 206
PH 104		C	SEVILLA, ANTON LUIS C.	M-W-F 1130-1230/B-104
PSY 112		C	TO BE ARRANGED	T-TH 1200-1330/PSY LAB
PSY 113		B	TO BE ARRANGED	T-TH 1330-1500/CTC 118
TH 141		T	ZISELSBERGER, FR. GEORG	T-TH 1500-1630/K-202

although i didn't get the teachers i wanted (the schedule didn't matter to me anymore. haha) i.e. Lagliva and Rodriguez were already 0 slots when i enlisted. so we took Sevilla. Gar heard that he was okay, so we enlisted under sevilla's class. kate says he's hot. YIHHEEE. :) HAHA. They say Lacson is ok if you're creative, hey hey ms. katherine you've made a perfect match! :) Ziselsberger has good reviews too, so i guess he's okay. i have a nickname for him already, ask me and i'll tell you. i can't spill here. HAHAHA

As for the PSYCH subjects, i only enlisted in one. that's PSY 113 - Abnormal Psychology. I am looking forward to this class!! but it's just frustrating that psych dept hasn't fixed the loads of the professors, so we have to settle for TBA first. whatever. anyway in psych dept is fine. For thesis, we got Melgar. i don't really care anymore who i get for psych. HAHA. anyone is fine with me.

oh and i'm also excited for the elective i got, it's ED134 Educational Psychology. The class only had 20 slots, and we're so lucky, Gar, Lei and I got in!! :) And then, i got Italian for my Foreign Language class. wooh. Jose said Yap was good, so yaay for me. hahaha. :)

i always say this, and i always end up victorious. so i'm going to say it again.
BRING IT ON FIRST SEMESTER SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!
it's going to be a great senior year i know it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!